Fiona Tan

Ta daa! how’s my new theme ? I have upload the same theme as YuinYin thanks to her i get to know the creator of this theme Kai Loon, and he also help me to update my wordpress to the 2.5.1 version. Thanks alot Kai Loon! As i’m a Wordpress idiot for now. I want to learn more about wordpress and web design. Hope more friendly sifu can show up and teach me more about wordpress tips and trick i’ll be very gratitude hehehe..

Oh ya! Finally yesterday i have my off day after working for long 20 day’s time. Although my off day are very precious to me but i just spend it at home by watching the idiot box, online and cut some bullous and scaly skin. I didn’t go anywhere as i’m kinda friendless and i don’t have transports so kinda inconvenience for me to hangout with them.. Sighzz stop the long winded crap le.

I’m thinking of taking a nice photo with my brother new bought Canon 450D DSLR  Camera. For my author photo. He’ll be my photographer hehe. This sunday i still have 1 more off day before continue my 20 working days.Anyone wanna spend me tea or lunch ?  So far for my bored crappy post cheerio

Today is Wesak day. This is the holiest of all Buddhist days to mark the birth, enlightenment and final passing away of the Buddha. It is celebrated on the 15th day of the 4th lunar month each year.Also called Buddha Day. In K.L we celebrate it by having a parade started by 7.00 pm fron Maha Vihara Temple in Jalan Berhala, Brickfields walk till Sogo Mall if i not mistaken around 8 km. Usually it takes 2 hour to complete it. Each year my family especially my mom will never miss joining this holy parade.My mom always told me  by completing this 8 km journey somehow show our sincerity and hope the buddha will help us cleanse our sin for our wrong doing throughout the year and bless our wellbeing whole year. Everyone is encouraged to hold a paper made lotus some gotta hold a lotus with burning candle.

Tonight is the first time i attempt to join the parade hoping to test my physical limit and hope the buddha will feel my sincerity and will bless everyone  happy and healthy always.Most important i hope my illness will found a cure and cure me soon.

Hey guy’s do you know who’s Yvonne Foong ? If you do, do you wanna know her more ?

Catch her on 31st March 2008 11Am (Monday)

Don’t miss it ! Trust me you’ll watch  something special.

I’ll watch it in my work place sneak into my boss office hehe…

Happy Chinese New Year (CNY)everyone out there! Yeap is the time of the year again for us to Bai Nian (Visit house) Hear fire cracker around bang bang and boom boom~

gambling around to earn some side income ( I tried my hand too but no lady luck)

and most importantly is ANG POW!! Yeah without ang pow can’t count as CNY just like christmas without gift and santa!Hehe.. So as you guy’s notice this year is rat year. I received a cute rat wishes would like to share with my fellow friends here we go

‘May STUART LITTLE bring you comfort,

MICKEY MOUSE bring you joy,

RATATOUILLE bring you an abundance of good food & most importantly

MINNIE MOUSE bring you ultimate beauty & pleasure. May the year of RAT bring you & your family lots of laughter, love, wealth & good healths throughout the year. Gong Xi Fa Cai everyone!

 ”Love”  how we define love ?

Family love ? Sibling love ? friendship love ? or

the  sweetest love of cause is couple love!

Valentine is around the corner again! Thinking of what to buy for your love ones ? How about these ?

 How’s my 2 gourgeous model ??

 Here’s more…

So do you want your girlfriend, wife,crusher, or even sis be like them so pretty ? another good point in getting these pretty clothes is that you are doing charity while making your love ones happy. All the money earn from selling these clothes will be keep for Yvonne medical fund. So why wait more ? Hurry click here to buy something for your special lady and helping another wonderful lady! Thanks alot!

I read about Holly through Yvonne blogs and i felt sad for Holly and her family, if we didn’t help Holly she may be just waiting to be deaf and already blind! She may never heard or see her beloved child and husband again! So just a dollar already saving her lives. As a blogger we can also post about Holly or post up her banner so there’s more people can know about her. To be honest i not good in writing some i copied from YuinYin too, but all i know is i really hope to do my part in spreading this to more people and hope at the least they can help me spread it too. Your help will be greatly appreciated!

Holly story…

Holly Alonzo is a 21 years old mother and wife with a genetic condition called Neurofibromatosis Type 2 (NF2), which is tumors grow on the spine and cranial nerves. Holly was diagnose when she was 13 years old, a year earlier than Yvonne. At that time, the doctors found a tumor wrapped around her brain stem. This tumor had to be removed, and she I woke up blind.

Holly is married with a newborn and she also has bilateral Acoustic Neuroma and became deaf in the first ear. Being blind, she was unable to see her child smile. She could only depend on her good ear to feel close to her baby. Right now the tumor on the good ear is growing and the one ear with residual hearing, is also in danger.

Holly is now hoping to get an Auditory Brainstem Implant (ABI). The implant will provide her with some auditory stimulation so that will not have to risk being completely blind AND deaf. Unfortunately, the procedures to get the implant are only done at select hospitals, and these hospitals do not accept her insurance (Medicaid). The estimated cost of the surgery is USD 60,000.

If you don’t have a blog you may just post in Friendster Bulletin, Facebook Superwalls or even email! Just think of the feeling when a mother can never listen to her baby laughter anymore, she can never see her baby face again and lived in the world of silence and darkness ever,

How would you feel ? Please understand and show our love and care to Holly now.

Posting this blog now makes my heart feeling hurt and angry.
Once my teacher also my friend accompany me to MV (MidValley) MPH to meet Yvoone my friend, we go by cab and later she take me back as well. That day she accidentally slipped her words and told me that one of her friend (Of cause i know that girl too,shes my friend too) ask her why she dare to hang out with me ? especially public places, my teacher answer her saying hang out with me is ok, no harm does. Although i not close with that girl,but she asked my teacher for my number and said wanna be my friends. How can she said that behind my back.? Fine i know i have skin illness, i know i walk kinda slow, my skin sometimes can makes kinda obvious to others and also know going out with me must make sure i’m alright. But thats not i wanted too! I don’t want to be a burden to you guy’s.Why must said “aren’t you afraid about your images when going out with fiona(me)” My illness won’t spread to you nor will it affect your healths.
Why must treat me like i’m alien or having somekind of disease thats spread to others ? Although i just met that girl few times, but i still treat her as my friend! Having this illness is not what i wanted or can choose not to have, since i step into this world i have no choice but to carry this illness. I try to lived like a normal person. Be happy and cheerful always, tried my best to be independent. All i wanted and long to have is a true sincere friends who will be there for me when i need them and same goes to them.How hard can that be? Don’t they know that words can kill someone sometimes? I’m trying to accept who i am? accept what i born to be, accept what the god gave me and also appreciate whatever i having now.
But please be fair to me..Don’t in front of me said being my friends and my back despise and humiliate me..I just wanna be a simple girl ok. Who can hang out with friends,study or work and something like that.. Either sincerely be my friends or else just buzz off. I don’t need a friends who pretend to be what they seems to look but behind me just backstab or insult me..I had enough!!

I’m back! wow my 8 day experiance in hospital sure is a unforgetable memories and experiance..
from the day i finish my operations till today i have experiance many thing,
met many people..well as for my hand, its kinda ok now, but still need to go for fisiotheraphy…
sigh it will be a long way for me.. and many pains and tear to go…
i have met a cheerful and friendly auntie, she has take me as her god daughter, cause she is childless… haha thats what we call fate can become her god daughter..
as for “him” when my time in hospital he did as a friends sms and call me sometimes.. i already very happy.. before i admitted to hospital the night eve, i accidentally talk something that may hurt his feeling, but i’m glad he forgive me, but that word may let him thing i won’t like him forever… sigh soo careless.. ok ler tired of typing already.. will update soon..