Desperate need some air to breathe’s!!!
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Let’s see, few day’s ago Cindy give my number to her friend who work as financial planner, she said hope her friend can help me in my future and ask me to hear whatever she wanna said.Ok so today i have a appointment with her, basically i only know what a financial planner job is, i don’t know what she wanna tell or explain to me, i trust Cindy so i meet her in my office, well since my mom around i ask her to approach my mom caused i have no idea about all these. Maybe my mom has misunderstand her intentions and thought she just another insurance agent whom that wanna cheat me or whatever, my mom kinda harsh scold her(not really scold her la, just make a kinda harsh remarks on insurance) Ok i know my mom not fully right, i know she just trying to protect me from getting cheat. I can’t really blame her on that. Later on i apologise to that girl about my mom remarks and also said will make sure my mom won’t blame Cindy, she said she’ll inform Cindy on what had happen. Moment ago Cindy sms me and so call apologise for and misunderstand thought i thinking her nosy for introduced a friend to me, although she apologised but her sms means like “i won’t do anything for u, sorry for being nosy!” Hey i didn’t think that way, i reply her sms with a apologise and explaining the incident, after few hour she reply my sms again with saying stuff like stop being a “mommy girl” anything just look for mommy, like a baby.Gosh she’s my mom man! If i not looking for my mom if things happen, whom should i look for ??
I blog this is just i now desperately need to said it all out, i felt hard need to please everyone around me! Yea sounds i’m soo desperation for friends?? Yup i am! Try full time at home, don’t have a single chance to mix around, all time home and shop!! I know mom is cared and protecting me, but i hope she can trust me more and let go a little..I always wonder is my friend around me do cared about my feeling ?? Why am me the one should please them? I know me the one deserve this cause i choose to please them and also keep quiet caused afraid to be friendless..
I felt myself like this lyrics..
“Everytime i try to fly i fall, without my wings i feel so small”
Let’s see, few day’s ago Cindy give my number to her friend who work as financial planner, she said hope her friend can help me in my future and ask me to hear whatever she wanna said.Ok so today i have a appointment with her, basically i only know what a financial planner job is, i don’t know what she wanna tell or explain to me, i trust Cindy so i meet her in my office, well since my mom around i ask her to approach my mom caused i have no idea about all these. Maybe my mom has misunderstand her intentions and thought she just another insurance agent whom that wanna cheat me or whatever, my mom kinda harsh scold her(not really scold her la, just make a kinda harsh remarks on insurance) Ok i know my mom not fully right, i know she just trying to protect me from getting cheat. I can’t really blame her on that. Later on i apologise to that girl about my mom remarks and also said will make sure my mom won’t blame Cindy, she said she’ll inform Cindy on what had happen. Moment ago Cindy sms me and so call apologise for and misunderstand thought i thinking her nosy for introduced a friend to me, although she apologised but her sms means like “i won’t do anything for u, sorry for being nosy!” Hey i didn’t think that way, i reply her sms with a apologise and explaining the incident, after few hour she reply my sms again with saying stuff like stop being a “mommy girl” anything just look for mommy, like a baby.Gosh she’s my mom man! If i not looking for my mom if things happen, whom should i look for ??
I blog this is just i now desperately need to said it all out, i felt hard need to please everyone around me! Yea sounds i’m soo desperation for friends?? Yup i am! Try full time at home, don’t have a single chance to mix around, all time home and shop!! I know mom is cared and protecting me, but i hope she can trust me more and let go a little..I always wonder is my friend around me do cared about my feeling ?? Why am me the one should please them? I know me the one deserve this cause i choose to please them and also keep quiet caused afraid to be friendless..
I felt myself like this lyrics..
“Everytime i try to fly i fall, without my wings i feel so small”
