Fiona Tan

This post just to remember my beloved “por por” who leaves me on new year. (January 1st)
That day (March 27th) is popo 100 day’s leaving us and go somewhere peaceful. Me and my family, all my aunt and most of my cousin go popo grave and offer prayer,foods and many paper electrical appliance.
We pray there after that we eat what we brought there. Like picnic! haha can’t believe huh ? in a place like that we still can jokes and eat together..But if night time then it will be spooky..!
3 Months past so soon..Miss you much popo..

Answer for my previous post “What have i done!!??” I already confront “Him” He told me don’t gossip about him or just keep to my self whatever i know about him. I just apologised and walk away..At first i ask what happen he didn’t answer just said is nothing. He was just finish eating his “roti canai” gosh suppose i very sincere ask him whats wrong and he answer me with licking his finger and said nothing happen! On that moment i really wanna just walk away or scold him ask him to be serious.. Later he just told me to don’t gossip but didn’t tell me in detail. I really have no idea if i did gossip about him or accidentally said something that i shouldn’t said to people. So i learned to be more careful when talking or communicate with anyone… Words do kill sometimes… Nowadays i just stay away from him because i felt i should…

Sigh..Long didn’t i mention about “him” Like i said before now he dating with my tutor.
At first i do mind and jealous abit too, but now i realise we can’t be together..
I don’t know what goes wrong or what did i said to him before these few months he totally ignore me and seems mad at me! This morning i saw “him” at my shop toilet so i greet him and ask is he taken breakfast yet ? he just stand beside me refilling water to his bottle. I thought he didn’t hear me so i repeat it louder abit. But to my surprised he just walk away..
I told my tutor about it cause she know i once had crushed on “him” She told me maybe i send “Him” an email or said something that offence “him” But i really can’t remember it,he just ignore me don’t even give me a chance to walk near him.. I’m so blur.. If i do offence him in anyway i don’t mind he tell me or maybe scold me at least i can changes and apologise. But why do he have too obviously ignore me and didn’t reply my sms or email.. I thinking of confronting him face to face.. But i afraid will make matter worse.. I just take him as a friends now, nothing more.. Sigh….I thinking within next week i’ll confront him and ask whats the problem…