Fiona Tan

Hehe i copy from my friend blog, hope she don’t mind… ^_^

o My Friends Who Are ~*Not So Single*~ Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s ‘perfect person.’ It’s about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. To My Friends Who Are ~*Playboy/Girl Type *~ Never say ‘I love you’ if you don’t care. Never talk about feelings if they aren’t there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn’t intend to catch her fall and it works both ways. To My Friends Who Are ~*Married*~ Love is not about ‘it’s your fault’, but ‘I’m sorry.’ Not ‘where are you’, but ‘I’m right here.’ Not ‘how could you’, but ‘I understand.’ Not ‘I wish you were’, but ‘I’m thankful you are.’ To My Friends Who Are ~*Engaged*~ The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. To My Friends Who Are ~*Heartbroken*~ Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. To My Friends Who Are ~*Naive*~ How to be in love: Fall but don’t stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. To My Friends Who Are ~*Possessive*~ It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you. To My Friends Who Are ~*Afraid Of Confess*~ Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel. To My Friends Who Are ~*Still Holding On*~ A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it. If he isn’t worth it now he’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let

Yeah.! I just back from G.H just now with mom,dad and 3rd bro.
Last night our company has those oil company annual year dinner and free 1 room for my parents so they ask us to join them for a night. Hmm me and kenny went to “First World” indoor theme park to play lo, then i went to ripley’s museum alone while kenny go haunted house. Hmm ripley’s museum does have many weird stuff that also kinda an “open eye” here’s some pic.. The first one is a guy that met an accident and still alive!! (now i don’t know if still alive or not la) 2nd is a human with a snake body! wah!! hahaha for more pic just visit my friendster la..
Thats all nothing much in my trip already see u bb

”Life’s Like That or Honk! If You’re Malaysian.” This book is writen by lydia teh. (http://lydiateh.wordpress.com/) One of malaysian author,
Honestly this book i haven’t read yet, but i have the feel it will be a wonderful book.. caused i browse thru lydia site and know something about her. Anyway if anyone wanna join a book winning contest may browse to lydia site ok.. bye..

After my grandmother incident on the night before my grandma burial.
My second bro met an car accident, that’s kinda serious caused his car is already fully damaged and total loss. Thank god he just has some minor injury and nothing bad happen now still admitted in hospital later will come home. That’s not a good way to start the year. Please bless us whole family and all my friends and relative will have a wonderful year later on. Please take away all those downfall away! My new year resolution is study hard and take good care of myself and spending more time with my parents ! Hope i can do it…

Dear Por por.

I promised you i’ll remember everything and every advice you taught me these year, i’ll remember the time we spend together.
We may have not spend time for each other much, but i’ll cherish everytime we had together. You are the best grandma who whenever stay over at our house will advice me that a girl must early wake up ( me lazy girl) shouldn’t be too lazy.
Must clean your own bed and able to handle basics daily care.
I’ll promised always listen to my parents and won’t always argued with my mommy. I know now you must be with Grandpa spending times together and having fun. At last you can be happy cause i know you will.. Forever missed and loves you…From your youngest grand daughter fiona..

January 1st, 2007. When i was lying on the bed upsetting cause spending the most bored and lonely new year eve. About 2 am i receive a call from my eldest bro telling me “por por” has “passed away” already i was so stun because on that sunday afternoon i still in my aunt house holding “por por” hand and try to comforting her and that will be my last time holding her hand. The next morning everyone arrived at the funeral parlour everyone start the new year with the most sad atmosphere. When i stand in front of my grandma altar and holding the joss stick to pray, looking at the picture i just can’t hold on my tears anymore. I have lost the kindest grandmother in the world ! We all need to mourn in there for 3 day’s and we will recite prayer for her to be at peace .But because not convenient for me so the day before the burial only i spend my night there.. When the burial day comes everyone can’t control our tears anymore while looking my grandma body in the coffin that although its already freeze but still can saw her like smiling in a peaceful way..After paying our last respect we send her to the burial site and buried next to my grandpa.. After everything is done we have a gathering lunch cause all my relative from “Terengganu, or Ipoh” is here. After lunch everyone back home.