Is my life’s that happy ? That carefree ? And that enjoy ?
Just now my friend mention about god is fair to everyone he gave you something also will take away something from you..
She said”god give you this illness but he also give you a wonderful family and carefree lifestyle you don’t have to worry much!” Yup I do agreed on what she said i do have a wonderful family and don’t need to worry financial stuff and I do treasure my family.! But if my carefree lifestyle is exchanges it with a cured of my skin illness cured all my skin buloues and patches. I can walk,run or even jump like I normal person in enchanges I gotta work for my living or study hard I will take the changes! Not that I not satisfied in my live now but being torture and cages because of this illness I can’t do most teenager can do and most importantly is my future! If my illness stay forever what will my future be ? can I live independently ? Sooner or later I gotta lead my live independent.. Can I ? I really have no idea.. Do you really think being the cheerful me won’t worried these stuff ? if you do think so you’re so wrong!..sigh…
I remember reading your previous post saying that your grandmother was very ill. How do you actually have the mood to argue about your happiness when you’re already taking up studies which will definitely change your future in some ways?
At this crucial moment, isn’t the health of your grandmother is way more important than your future prospects which is improving gradually?
FIona, jia you!!! STay STRONG !!!
Thanks for the comments! My blog is just like my diary when i need to express something i’ll just post without really cared if anyone will comments or not..On that moment i just wanted to express my feeling thats it! My grandmother healths is still my most important priority for now!
Dear Fiona…
I understand that being cheerful does not reduce your suffering, but it can make them more bearable. My advice to you is to continue learning about your illness and find ways to reduce the suffering. Even if it means going for genetic rehabilitation. One way to draw our minds away is to do something about it.
Dear Fiona,
Sometimes we question why God created us this way. I used to have skin problem on my feet (leaving a very bad scar until now) which I used to question - Why me? Due to embarrassement, I chose to wear shoes with socks (while others can wear sandals) almost all the time.
Of course my situation is much milder compared to yours. I think as I grew older, i started to see many others who are more unfortunate than me. Try not to compare yourself with people who are better than you, but try comparing yourself with others who are less fortunate than you, maybe those who have no legs, or those who are bedridden for their whole life. Or those who have chronic asthma or those who are not even able to see, or speak.
Try to make things better by feeling good about yourself, and bring out all the advantages that you have over others.
I do pray for your recovery. I believe many of you blog readers are already praying for you. Continue to stay strong - and try to learn more about your condition, maybe there are ways which you can do to let you enjoy life better..
Do take care & Have a Blessed Christmas!
Thanks yvonne and localview maybe you guy’s are right.I’ll try to focus on my goodness more then my weakness and also will try to find more about my illness!
I hereby wishing all my blog reader a joyous and wonderful christmas!
diabetes dog
I don’t know if you are a Christian, but reading your posts it appears you are.
If you are not, please just ignore this post or delete it if you like.
If you are a Christian, give it some thought, and maybe act on it.
What you can do is to pray every night before you go to sleep Our Lord’s Prayer (it’s called that because when asked by his disciples how should they pray, He taught them this prayer):
Our Father who is in heaven
Hallowed be your name
Your Kingdom come
Your will be done
On earth as in heaven
Give us our daily bread
And forgive us our sins
As we forgive those who sin against us
Do not bring us to the test
And deliver us from evil.
You can pray this early in the morning when you wake up also.
It will help, in ways and in God’s own time - how? Only God will know, for now, but you will get to know later. However, I can tell you with absolute conviction, it will help.
God bless!
john
Thanks john. But i’m not a christian, and don’t you worried i pray all the times, cause i believe even is different religious, but above somewhere will be god who protects me always..