Fiona Tan

I can’t believe that 2 day ago i post my blog about my hand and went it will remove the wire ?
Today it really happen, i never guess it is suddenly told me by the doctor that i should remove my wire…
The doctor remove 4 wire from my hand and now left 1.The pain is so unbearable! You can’t even imagine it.
I always imagine that will be very pain,but the true pain is unimaginable!10 times the pain!And it is really do it without any painkiller, the doctor just use somekind of clipper to pull it loose then she use her hand to twist the wire till it out! The 1st in on my ring finger, that is not very pain, but the most pain is on my back palm one. not the deepest but the wire just dislocate a little..Of cause i scream till half the ward will heard it. i almost faint! so the doctor need to rest every second she pulled, afraid i can’t bear it,And mommy need to hold me tight! After is over they told me maybe this coming thursday will ready my new spline! then when do the dressing the same doctor come and stretch my hand and make the finger open.Wow 1 more time pain! now i gotta do more exercise,
Since the day i agree to this operation, i know i had long and painful journey ahead of me…
Sigh hope this will quickly over..
After all my screaming i became so tired so after eat a bowl of porridges i sleep for 2 hour! what a dreadful day for me………

Well this is my hand after the operations.and the picture may be kinda blur as i use my hp to take the picture.. I already take out my stitches, now just wait for the right time to take out the wire too, and guess what, the doctor and nurse said when they take out the wire they won’t give you any pain killer or injections! they just take somekind of plier to pull it out! wow i can’t imagine how pain it will be! and i have 5 wire to pull out.. As you can see picture 2 & 3 that my hand is wearing some kind of spline, to keep the finger straights, and this spline is temporary only.
Not good enough, after all my wire is out the doctor will make a new one, with a loop or whatever u call it, to hold my finger more firm! But good news, my wound is heal real quick at least i don’t need to take a skin from my stomach to replace for my hand! after the operations mommy make sure i didn’t eat all those poisoning food, like seafood egg etc.
But i gotta fully depends on mommy or rose (my maids) to take care of my daily lifes, bath,wear clothes etc..
sigh.. it make me felt like i’m a burden or something.. hope the god will bless me so that i’ll cured quickly… Guess what yesterday i go to shop! cause its already late so after my trips to the doctor hendrik instantly fetch me to shop.Of cause i saw “him” ler.. well he just ask me how am i and something like that.. and tease me as usual!! thats it for today.. tired of typing already.bye

I’m back! wow my 8 day experiance in hospital sure is a unforgetable memories and experiance..
from the day i finish my operations till today i have experiance many thing,
met many people..well as for my hand, its kinda ok now, but still need to go for fisiotheraphy…
sigh it will be a long way for me.. and many pains and tear to go…
i have met a cheerful and friendly auntie, she has take me as her god daughter, cause she is childless… haha thats what we call fate can become her god daughter..
as for “him” when my time in hospital he did as a friends sms and call me sometimes.. i already very happy.. before i admitted to hospital the night eve, i accidentally talk something that may hurt his feeling, but i’m glad he forgive me, but that word may let him thing i won’t like him forever… sigh soo careless.. ok ler tired of typing already.. will update soon..

Well tomorrow i’ll admited to hospital, wednesday will do my operation’s..
wish me luck guy! i made a decision that i’ll never tell “him” about my feel now.
reagan you’re right! i guess i should get to know him more first..then i’ll see if me and him is match..
guess what today he gave me his handphone number! said will sms me tomorrow night if i’m bored! although he is just take me as a normal friends, but i still felt happy!
sigh.. hope after my surgery my hand will be ok, will never be crook again!
as for “him” i’ll take my recovery period to make sure my feel towards him.
if that feeling is true, i’ll face to face, or on phone tell him about my feel..
so take care guy’s wish me luck..