Fiona Tan

This morning mommy take me to selayang hospital for my hand check up! hendrik fetch us cause papa said he’s busy. thats my first check up.. my doctor is (V.PATHMANATHAN)A kinda pro doctor for hand micro surgery.. he told us that because of my skin disease even if i operate my hand and make it open like a normal one. it also has the chance to become like now! so the doctor ask if i wanna try and i said i’ll try! after that they’ll add somekind of wires to hold my finger straight and some kind of thing to cover it! the doctor said i has 2 choice of surgery one is kinda easy! (hard to explain) the other one is whole packages. i’ll choose the 2nd one!
and then he ask me if i want to put too sleep or just my hand is numbed!of cause i said i rather asleep!.. at first he said this coming friday is available to do the surgery but is too soon for me. although i know is a minor surgery but i can’t help feeling scared! and i wanna wait after mommy birthday first! i even cried at the clinic because i too afraid! but i determind to do that surgery.. as long as it over mom B’DAY! wish me luck guy’s…
i’ll admitted to the hospital at 27th june.. my surgery if without anything happen will be start at 28th june 8 or 9 am… the surgery take bout 1 to 2 hours….
i really scared! and after the surgery i also got to pain for few months!!! sigh…
pray for me please! and i’ll always pray for (kuan yin) to bless me……

Well mother day is passed! guess what i give ?
me,hendrik and may. brought the latest (ck) perfume for her!
canisius and audrey. brought her some kind of decorating lamp!
as for kenny boy the most stingy one! of cause give mommy 2 banana( empty hand!) As for me.. nothing special lo.. i now everyday went to (P.M.E)
to learn something lo! except the most most basic thing i know nothing more i learn for 2 weeks i work there!
Maybe they thought that i is play play only so didn’t sincerely teach me something new! they excuse is be patients and wait…..
When they busy they said too busy no time!but when they free they said nothing to teach me! they need an example!! sigh…. wonder when can i truly and really go work really has work to do! not sitting there and wait till 7:pm….
please wish me luck ok! ok ler bye!

As i said i’m a lonely and bored girl.. why am i always keep on annoying someone ? i really don’t understand! previously i have 5 sms pal and now i had left 2 only! guess what they both also surname ong! one is my bestfriends and the other is so call i had a crush on him! yup. can’t believe me also will had a crush to someone! thanks to my stupid skin disease! i don’t even dare to tell him i like him even if he said he like me 2 years ago! and now our friendship is ruin!
is myself to blame for not cherish our friendship!
the other one i had no idea why he suddenly avoid me! maybe i am too annoying! please if just someone can teach me to make friend!
i’m not a antisocial girl nor am i too obvious too the one i like!
as for my skin disease i know that it brought a lot of trouble to my family and friends for not able to be independent!
on (may third) i’ll go selayang to go for a check up to see if my left hand need a surgery! yup this may third! cause my left hand is kinda like the vein or whatever is tangle and can’t open my hand normally!
honestly i do felt really nervous and scared as even an injection also i afraid!
what can i said when i know that i need to go for a surgery soon! although is a minor one but i can’t help feeling sad!
why are all the conflicts and problem is keep happen to me ?
why are people always think that i am crazy always laugh! why are the one i like always keep picking on me ?
when can my skin disease will cured ?
i really had no idea!
hope that i will get heal very soon!!! sigh………..

well last few weeks i keep on thinking what talents i had (except talking craps)
well my imagination is really really good! so i start to write fanfiction using some hong kong actress and actor to make a story bout my skin diseases and my dreams! who know maybe my talents is writing (i mean in cyber ler of cause)maybe next time i can be a online journalist or author!! haha still early to daydream….
well nothing special happen ler these few day!
i yesterday as usual go to shop and help to be cashier lo.. of cause to give me a reason so that i can meet ”him,, hehe well thats all for now if anything special i’ll tell u ok haha!!

Well well. i can’t believe that i will go blogging! and i’m sure my blog is sure to be bored one!
okey let me start with a happy one ok?
on April 30th. we all 1 family(include audrey) went to genting highland! stay for 1 night
powermate holiday 1 day!!! hooray.as usual adults in casino underages of cause is play time ler…
well me,audrey,kenny boy and audrey cousins played indoor game lo.. cause outdoor raining ma!
too bad didn’t take picture well thats all for my first blog! hehe is it bored ?
well i said so….